Just wondering

It’s amazing how the world of the invisible and the world of the inexistent look so much alike.
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Very early on I gave up on the idea of God long before I reached sexual maturity, if there is such a thing. So now I find myself wondering if you believe that God is everywhere watching everything, when you have sex does that make it kind of icky or kinky for you with a third party watching. For me the thought of anyone watching is icky. Or is it more likely that when faced with something so down to earth and real as sex God slips your mind for a while (I wonder if that could mean anything, nay). Though I guess if you if you can keep God in your thoughts while having sex that is kinky.
The Bible has a lot to say about sex and most of it not very good. Especially for women when it comes to sex they're pathetic so much so that when old enough to have children they’ll seduce anyone even their own fathers to get what they want. I think I remember somewhere in the Old Testament that one of the holies things a man could do was take a virgin. Maybe that’s why every time the Israelites defeated someone in war they almost always killed everyone but kept the virgins. After one such raid old Moses’ share was some 2000 virgins but the guys was getting pretty old by then so I’m sure he made sure each any everyone got a good home and a proper education and a chance to start in life new life after having lost their families, but in a good cause of course.